Suicidal.

Three heavy stones will keep it from floating,
weigh it down to the bottom, food for the fishes.
And I know that it won't be discovered
'cause I will be careful, so very careful.
What if it doesn't rain for days and the river is
reduced to its muddy bed?
With a corpse exposed I would've worked in haste
and I'll get buried, the bones in a shallow grave.
And the rain comes and moves rocks and the stones
washes away all the dirt and the mudflows
Bones are exposed and well.
you know how that goes!

I wait for the day when I'll finally defile
the body of my, my lover's lover..
I'll pile high to the sky
the body of my, my lover's lover..
Die die die die die die
die die die die die die die
watch me die.

I saw you with her. You looked so happy.
All of that can change, cause I am so lonely
and I have lots of time to send me straight
to the Devil. I'm taking my time
to plan my demise.
What if I were to cut me up and mail each part
to a different town? It would take the most
brilliant private eye the rest of your life
just to put me together.
a piece in each mailbox all over the planet
from Moscow to Tokyo to Guadalajara.

I wait for the day when I'll finally defile
the body of my, my lover's lover..
I'll pile high to the sky
the body of my, my lover's lover..
I wait for the day when I'll finally destroy
the body of my, my lover's lover..
I'll pile high to the sky
the body of my, my lover's lover..
Die die die die die die
die die die die die die die
watch me die.

I saw you with her, you looked so happy.
That will never change, because I know myself
too well. I don't have the courage
to stop having these dreams
And everywhere will you see me
lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
watch me lie.